Monday, August 29, 2005
'Don't you understand
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin'
Well I hate to think I have would take to heart lyrics from Scrubs but these rang true. It always feels like everything will be better, as soon x gets done. Of course there is always another x, so it is never truly better. I always seem to defer happiness, can't seem to live in the moment. Which is lucky, I feel the current moment might just be on the edge of what my dad would call 'the downward spiral of despair'.
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin'
Well I hate to think I have would take to heart lyrics from Scrubs but these rang true. It always feels like everything will be better, as soon x gets done. Of course there is always another x, so it is never truly better. I always seem to defer happiness, can't seem to live in the moment. Which is lucky, I feel the current moment might just be on the edge of what my dad would call 'the downward spiral of despair'.
